其實男朋友大我成年,但唔知點解次次出到街啲人都會問:「呢個係你家姐呀?」,甚至直接話:「你同家姐好似呀,孖生架?」我.....我冇講到粗口,唯有笑笑口咁話佢係我男朋友,不過見到佢地個笑容僵硬曬,大家既尷尬程度直迫關家姐咁囉。仲有唔知你地發唔發覺,淨係得男朋友會笑自己,喺佢眼中我好似一舊屎,而佢係一朵鮮花咁。「幾十年之後,我個樣會好似梁朝偉,而你唔係劉嘉玲,你係邵音音咋..哈哈哈哈」男朋友周不時都會咁嘲笑我。唉唔通我啲皮膚會愈來愈差,個樣愈來愈老,而男朋友就愈來愈有型?! 咁唔得架喎!!!唔係話擔心佢出軌嗰啲呀,而係,我對唔住自己。我唔知自己有幾耐命,不過點都要比心機keep住啲皮膚白白滑滑。我曾經喺街度比美容院推銷,試過做針清療程,但做完同冇做一啲分別都冇,毛孔仲係好大,唔化妝係完全唔可以出街....我懷疑佢係見我個樣愚愚鈍鈍先帶我上樓。就係嗰次我話比自己聽唔好再針清,針到塊面仲衰過之前。 過左好幾個月我都冇搞過皮膚,慢慢去返之前既水平。其實我一直都覺得自己冇暗瘡已經好好,不過啲朋友一行近就嘩一聲,話我成塊面都係油,可以用黎煎蛋。我心諗:有油咪印下佢囉,再拍下啲碎粉,搞掂!但係當我接男朋友放工嗰陣佢錫左一啖,佢大叫:「嘩X,我成個口都係粉黎既?!」佢望住我,我望住地下,佢繼續望住我,我先意識到佢話緊我.....…
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